.Tuesday, April 13, 2010 ' 8:28 AM Y
i love you. ♥
When bowling with dearest Ecstasy♥ but no Nur and Yan! that day Zai nd me are the only one SINGLE so it kinda weird when you ar ard some one that have a guy/girlfriend. THis is the second date where i meet my Lovely Riyana ♥. She super duper gerek arh.The one from my kind,thanks for the drink Lesbie partner♥. And to zai for the meal at manhattan.Behind all my laughter i really miss my character, i feel i was in wrong but when i look back they forget me not just one day but many days.Some time when i was there i was not really me....I hide everything in me.NOt really a prefect me when it comes to characters. I have to keep a control of myself when it cames to character.Guess what?none of them dont really care abt me.Jus a piece of shit~
Back the story,when i look at Ecstasy guy/girlfriends i really want one.A simple one.The one that care abt me and love me from who im not the way i look.There not need to hold my hands or even hug me coz i noe you will always there.Make me laugh on whatever thing you do.And understand me. How cn i find these kind of guy???