.Thursday, December 8, 2011 ' 9:12 AM Y
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Today noting better to do!!
Been staying at home for almost 1 week.
can be crazy tau!! but lucky tmr will tag mommy to marina.
Saturday will be going to Granny house
sunday Wedding
Monday brother last day at house
and tuesday im happy cause bro going to NS.
I dont know what i am going to do with my life.
I always wanted the best.
I dont want to study anymore and want to travel around the world but
we cant afford to go somewhere far then malaysia. haiz. this is life.
i really want to get married and have a husband that can support me in whatever we need in life and afterlife but to find a prefect guy is quite hard. i have to keep searching now.
donne lah!! wont be happening!
.Wednesday, December 7, 2011 ' 9:56 AM Y
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Did i tell you that im having a brand new nephew.
Benjamin PharrelAditya! i think.
i forget his name alrdy. we called his "Adik".
my smiling baby.
he love to smile. now his alrdy 8 months.
how far he grow!!
will be taking his photo if i give the chances to!
.Tuesday, December 6, 2011 ' 9:51 AM Y
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Hello people!!
its been a long time since i last update my blog.
Things were doing great after last year and i happy i guess.
i miss doing blog and stuff hopefully i can update it. i even have tumblr but its dead and my other blog i forget the password. haiyo! i can be old something. but i love my new blog backgroud so maybe i will change it to here.
if you have the time, do look at my new-forget the password blog. its kinda emo-ing there. its about HIM. i hope i get over him.
but i dreamt about him , wanna to know?? well i will tell anyway since no one will reply.
its goes like this :
i was in a shop/room i dont recall that. but i saw him opp. my "shoproom".
i was walking around his workplace to get him notice me but fail cause for what i remember he was working in seoul garden with his gf so i dont want to bother him.
after a while i heard someone knocking my "shoproom" and i said " come on".
its was HIM. he came to my shopplace and said " B!" he came up to me and hug me. i felt his hug and i let go since im not a good huggerand stuff. we was talking when i hear another knock onmy door and when i said come in. its was his gf calling his home but the good thing is that his gf can let us hug goodbye.
i do miss him but i tired of waiting. i want to stand for myself.
There no point turning back when his happy with his love one.
i risk my love toward him jus to see him smile because when he smile i smile.
donne!! peace yo! will update soon i guess!
.Thursday, February 10, 2011 ' 7:42 AM Y
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Hello people...i gonna make a new blog maybe by the end of this months
i been busy rite nw!!
.Tuesday, February 8, 2011 ' 5:14 AM Y
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Fcuk ya! i miss writing in these blog. im so sure no one will read this post again coz my blog is dying.
The last time i post was on 2010. And now im starting a new year!
fun rite!!??!! how your new year?? well as for me, i found what i wanted the rest of 2010.
im happy now. wait!!! i stiil a kpop freak, yes!
Currently, i met someone really open my heart but his heart have been taken.
well what can i do? i was late! LOLS. Outer super not my type but Inner! yes! i cnt said anything.
But theres for 1 week before i know he was taken! LOLS. and his inner was not that really good!
so im still single and still available for love.
Even i fail one last 2 years and i give up on it. But i have hopes now.maybe..
hahaha will update if god wills.
to lazy to type!
.Sunday, August 8, 2010 ' 9:33 AM Y
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Woah!! it been a long long long time since i update my blog. Not just blog i even never update my Tumblr.My life, no need to talk about it anymore. Cause just a few things change and noting worth to know.And yes, i update cause i feel something wrong in my life which i want everyone to know.
I maybe lost my way to study but I NEVER LOST MY WAY TO SUCCESS.
Sometime i always think, must people look down on me cause i never even get to school like everyone. or like , why she never go to work ?
Maybe you are right but thats always wrong. 1st thing is you don't really understand who is yaniebangs. And second, it not that i never try. It just not my luck to get that. maybe this maybe the best year of some but to me. How can i be happy when i only have is my family,my ecstasy and 1 friend. I make friend but i cant trust them that easy.
I really miss secondary life and i always look forward for meeting up character's but i know they are busy and have no time to slack like what im been doing.I understand what people gone with. I have to make my life better cause the one thing that make my story prefect is the main character which is me. i must end my story with a prefect ending.
.Tuesday, April 27, 2010 ' 11:08 AM Y
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Im too lazy to post any picture here but i gonna tell you ppl that im still looking for a job since i did'nt get any school this year.It quite upset to me but what should i do?i don't want to study anymore.I mean like doing maths problem like that.Now i trying to be myself.Have all the fun i wanted when i was in secondary,but there too much fun and getting boring.I need money to support me.Buy T-shirt,jean and everthing.Last friday i went to IMM,Kang Keun suk(korean actor)fanmeeting.Went there with nadkhun since she want me to follow her.After all, she the only one who understand me a korea way.Back to the story,The places been full of people.After a while when kang keun suk came the rain started to fall and the standing place was flood with water.So of them back up. Khun and me started to walk back.Btw thanks Nadkhun for the treat.kamashida!♥.Saturday day out with Ecstasy♥,When to marina barrage.Blah blah stop at s'pore river.Play game and even making much noise.kamashida soffian ♥.tired of typing! Anyeong ♥
